new chapter

Life is FULL of irony. Life is FULL of surprises. Since leading a faith based life, I put it in God's hands. Easier said... then done!!

I had a major scare in December- January. I thought I might be pregnant but while I want a baby and soon... the timing was NOT right. Then I wasn't pregnant... but my period did not come. Then onto the panic phase:

What is wrong with me?

Such a whirlwind of emotions.

Then. My period came. And I was so happy because that means (I hope) I'm normal! Hooray!

But this crazy series of events has made clear to me:
1) I need to practice better methods until I want to be pregnant
2) I want to be pregnant
3) I'm not ready to be pregnant yet

How confusing. That IS life.

Happy New Year

Year of the dragon! Although I'm not Chinese I have been asked if I am Filipino or Chinese on a regular basis.
Inevitably this is by a person of some Asian descent and as they guess they finally come to the truth: Korean.

What has been slowing brewing - like a fine wine... is my desire to seek out my Korean roots, get in touch with my
"Korean" roots and get in touch with my birth family - if any exists.

Maybe the year of the dragon 2012 is it. Maybe this is when I seize the opportunity.