waiting game

I am playing the waiting game.  I am the first to admit I am very impatient.  But life feels "on hold."  My husband & I are living in a state of suspension.  We are still here... and yet we are emotionally living in the future.  I think it's hard when you know something is coming and you are anticipating it, but you don't know exactly when it will happen. 

Have you noticed that when your situation is about to change, you start to hate everything that is happening in your life?  Your job, your co-workers, where you live, the weather?  I even got annoyed with Jacob this weekend over the most minor things.  I had to take a step back and realize that this was my fear/excitement/anxiousness over the impending move.  I need to just breathe and focus on what is happening in the present.
I am playing the waiting game...